christmas is coming which means that new year is coming too and i feel that i am NOT ready for the new year to come. its seems like it was only a few months ago that it was 2009 and now im awaiting the dawn of 2010. argh. dont come so soon. give me more time.

i have yet to purchase any christmas present. the thought of christmas has yet to kick in to my head. hope it will soon, and i doubt i have much time to get presents. im contemplating online shopping.

and i cant remember my facebook password. so much for changing. now i have to come up with a new one again!

FYP presentation part 2 this sat! done with poster but not with my online log and my physical copy of log book. gotta get it done soon! and i found my log book buried under my huge pile of paper. shall start writing stuffs in soon. and now i dont need to worry about formal atire, why? because i need to wear formal wear to AH everyday. so now its like my everday clothes. shall just grab anything that i see in the morning of saturday.

my nose is block! my nose is super block! the best part is my nose only get block when i sit down or lie down. but when i stand up, it is totally ok! argh!

im looking forward to the public holiday this fri! :) gg to get some rest. :) hope tmr faster past.

went for ward rounds! :)

im off to bed!

ever since attachment:

- my sleep time had become lesser
- im sleeping 2 hours later than my usual bed time which is at 10 or earlier.
- i have really irregular lunch
- i have to wake up earlier
- i have a heavy bag to bring to the hosp everyday.
- i have to stay back in the hosp to recruit patients for my project
- my chinese is still as bad as ever (maybe it did improve abit)

and im still surviving. thank god!

i have recruited a total of 13 patients. :) but theres still 62 more patients. aaaahhhhh! pls let more patients come!

have yet to do up the results for my report. and deadline is coming. although its push back, but i still have to send the report to the PI for vetting. so im intending to use my weekends to finish up the report.

and im seriously sleep deprive, need to catch up on some hours of sleep during the weekends. and my brains are showing signs of discontentment as it refuses to work properly during the day, leaving out information that i am suppose to do and remembering things or part of things that should not have been done. brain ah brain. whats up with you???

orientation today was ....... some speakers were interesting while some were seriously just boring. and the chair was uncomfortable. and i was trying my best not to doze off.

on the brighter side of things, i saw the calander just now and realise that there will be a public holiday soon! :):):)

and on the even brighter side of things, the in-charge send an email saying that we can get 2 hours off each day to do our hosp project! :):):):) the best news i had heard so far. i had to stay back after work, skip lunch to find patient. now i can do it during that 2 hours!:) and plus lunch! i get say 3 and a half hour cos minus half and hour that i take to makan! things are beginning to look good. and I WILL SURVIVE!

-report not done
-PML updating not done.

im so screw! report's due next tue. and i've yet to get the results! kill me pls!

working at the store for attachment the last few days and i keep bumping myself on the head and everywhere else. and now i think im getting stupider! argh!

orientation tmr. and im prepared to catch up on some of my sleep time. im seriously lacking in it.

off to do work!

quick post before im diving into bed.

went to achorpoint for lunch today. ate chicken rice there and now it seems like my sore throat is coming back again! shit. cant be the chicken rice right. but that seems to be the only thing that i ate today minus the bread in the mornin!argh!im boycotting the chicken rice there.

anw, second week of attachment, lots of reading and lots of things to learn. and theres still tons of medicine that i have yet to find the uses of it. ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!

gotta go early to hospital for some talk in the mornin at 8am. and then gotta stay back after work to do my project.

ahhhh! so busy! can kill myself.

ok. bed's calling!

third day of my attachment. and i think that it isnt that bad after all as i think i will learn alot after this attachment end. i spend yesterday in the pharm office reading up on purchasing as i am attach to the purchasing part of the pharmacy for 2 or 3 weeks.although yesterday reading up wasnt that interesting but i think from what i read yesterday i am able to understand better what i learn today.

anw, the people at alexandra hospital are quite nice and friendly.

and purchasing is alot like enterprise.

and the raining season is here and i dont get to sleep in. depressing.

off to find my bed. attachment is exhausting.

zzzzzz

back from my trip to KL cum Genting yesterday. and im feeling really tired.and i have tons of things not done yet.

i have yet to.....

1. revise for the impending practical and theory test for my pharm compounding module.
2. revise/memorise the addrivations that i need when attachment start
3. revise/memorise the common medicines and their uses
4. revise the lab report requirements.
5. look through the clinical attachment workbook more throughly
6. buy my covered shoes for attachment.
7. get my formal atire for attachment.
8. clear up the huge mess on my study table.
9. catch up on the cable shows that i had missed for the pass 4 days.
10. find/get a bag that can fit the huge clinical attachment workbook.
11. find out how the hell i am suppose to get to alexandra hospital and back home.
12. start on my fyp report which is going to be due soon.

thats all i can think about now. but it still feels like i have alot of things that i need to do that i have not listed down because i cant remember.

i off to clear up some of the items listed on the lists

argh!